Promises

“Though it might be hard for fans to sympathize, there comes a point in every pro-gamer’s career when not every single game feels new and exciting, and you really have to force yourself to play every game. Our lives tend to lack routine, and that makes it hard to squeeze in those ‘one more games.’

That is why I am grateful for streaming as it can insert some much needed structure into our lives. It makes games feel like work, and I mean work in the good way. The way that makes you feel responsible, like you have a duty and goal.

‘One more game’ becomes a lot easier when playing for an audience, and it also makes you try harder – what’s better motivation than looking your best for your fans?

Twitch.TV is the best way to do this. They really help us so out so much, so all we have to worry about is playing our games and talking to our fans; they take care of the rest.”
- Liquid`Jinro

I think I'm at this point. Except without the sponsorship. I realised the best days where actually those when I felt so uncertain. When I wished I was a taller because the school was full of giants. When I didn't know where things were, and was terrified of staffrooms. When I didn't know which units were what, and what buildings did which. When I was so shy, and wanted to talk to some people but was too afraid.

It was fun learning, and exploring. And I didn't realise, but even though I was so unsure and just wished I knew everything and had all the experience, those were the best of days.

I think people who don't know me would think that I'm still shy and quiet because I never say anything. I wouldn't blame them for making that assumption.

But I'm not. I've been shy and I can tell the difference. Nowadays, I just can't be bothered. I don't see the purpose. It's just wasting my breath. I guess I should apologize to the people who have had to sit next to me, and failed to get a conversation going. Sorry. It's not that I'm uninterested, or think you're boring. I just don't see the point.

Sorry davy. this is day9, if you really want.

"there is nothing more cool than being proud of the things that you love"


I wish I didn't watch that myself. I'm 7 minutes in, and forgot what I was trying to say. there was probably something else, but that doesn't erally matter. originally i planned to just say "and now the tree is no more" because it's compeltely gone now, except for a lot of wood in their backyard.


i still can't remember what. whatever. i think i might just watch the whole 110 minute video again