Last Friday Night

sometimes i feel really sick and tired. not that often. a bit today. both physically and mentally. i need to find time to just idle outside for a while and maybe it's a bad idea to eat so many lollies but i think it's more of the first thing. i don't think it would be a bad idea to buy a few tonnes of celery and then i can just eat that all day.

it's 1am and im reading latin but i want to play music but that's not ok because it's 1am. i think listening to things reduces my productivity by 50% or maybe a bit more especially when it compells me to type about it. Of course, I could just turn the volume down a bit so it's more of a background thing, but if I do that I might as well not listen to anything at all.


I remember a long time ago I don't know, one or two years, but I read a story. 

A couple of years ago my husband of 50 years was diagnosed with terminal cancer. A few weeks before he passed away he started writing post-it notes and hiding them around the house, so I would remember him. They said things like "you're beautiful" and "keep smiling". Sometimes when I'm cleaning the house, I still find a note, and I remember.

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something like that at least. I remember I read that. Maybe one of you shared it. Maybe it was just a random comment somewhere. I don't know. Just got reminded of that. It's cool remembering things that you have forgotten for years.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xa8Obvsvo3g
this is amazing

So what happened was, someone on SC2SEA posted a link to something related to bohemian rhapsody and then that reminded me of howard's group's year 10 variety night finale performance so i went to watch that because i remember it was funny and then one of the related videos was the other Daniel's dance in year 9 and then another related video was a cover of pokerface and then another related video was one of the singer's of that cover singing Next to You and I listened to that and I thought it was pretty cool so I googled the song and listened to the original, and was confused and underwhelmed so I looked up some covers and some of them were pretty cool and one of them was by Dave Days and I started going through his covers and they're pretty cool (the link above) and now I've wasted two hours which I was meant to be studying latin with.

It was worth it.


Hi, it's almost 4am. Still haven't studied and you knwo what I'm not going to. Tomorrow I'm going to finish going through ext latin juvenal (which isn't really that hard) and horace (which was easy) but then I have to look through an ext1 and ext2 math paper and after that I really should work on english.

I guess I didn't realise that english is so soon. like the whole hsc is so soon. but then at the same time it feels like I don't have to prepare much for my exams. but then at the same time it feels like theres so much i need to prepare for. it's ok no point thinking about work, just do it

yawn

it's going to be english english maths maths, long rest, latin chem latin so for this first week i'll focus mainly on latin and chem with a splash of maths and then the next week can be english week.

i just then accidentally hard-contradicted myself. it's ok