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here is the uncensored version where he says "there is no fucking you there is only me"

here is the uncensored version where he doesn't

and for the faint hearted, here is the top suggested music video by youtube uploaded on nov 29.


and for the existing, here is nothing.

songs are better with drums.


That's what I like about belonging. You can say whatever you want, as long as you can distort and manipulate the language to your bidding.

question asks you about belonging to place? oh, looks like i didn't talk about that in my memorised essay. it's okay though, i can talk about belonging to family places. talking about not belonging (to places). talking about belonging to places (where one's gender affected their rights and place in society).


I like everything the director did with that. i wish i could do that.



Anyway, this is post 300 i believe unless i messed up somewhere. that's pretty insignificant


I'm glad of my subjects. Looking forward to it.

Maths is fine. I'll know when I can't do something.

Latin is fine, it's just practise. I guess I could expand upon my ability by learning grammar (which i have not done for 5 years) or vocab. or, I could not

Chemistry seems to be fine 1-2 days before the test, so i'm hoping it stays that way. also the science staff here mark incredibly hard which is why we all fail. but in reality it doesn't affect us at all (except when it entirely demoralises and crushes our hopes), we all do well in the hsc, and they look at our school marks and say "that's not right, they aced the hsc" and then they scale up the school marks. so i guess it's all about ranks.

english? well, i guess there are some things in life you can't control. toughen up. live with it. although to be honest i'm finding the essays a bit too easy to write. of course they aren't going to be the greatest essays because of that reason, but i don't really mind that


looking forward to it. studying is going to be so relaxed. i guess that's why i'm not taking this opportunity to study, and i won't have many opportunities actually. esp if i make it through the open bracket tomorrow. they'll be streaming some of the games from last weekend starting from 1pm, it's going to be better than any of the other streams from SEA because this isn't live, so they can add a prescreen and have more things prepared etc. i'm guessing one or two of my games are going to be up there, but they weren't that exciting. the live stream for dox cup is probably going to be pretty good, starting from around 2-3pm, i think. i'll be waking up before 10:45, but the good games will be after all the worser people are knocked out and there are only better players left to cast.


perhaps school itself will not be so relaxed. i don't mind.

i just want the assessment week to finish and to go make a name for myself. a couple of people to practise against as well. pvz should be improve a lot. well, it would except no time because of assessments. why do they make assessments to distract me?



i like the balance my essay will have, and maybe i will like the essay itself upon refinement. it's going to have a bit of belonging is good. and then the rest is going to be choosing isolation is the best freaking thing in the world, and belonging to conformity is like being 100 metres up in the sky. it's raining conformists.

i like the images they gave us. maybe not to write about, though.



i needed an angry song. it makes me happy