Walk

sup harvard, give me an emotion that isn't a ninja star or a kitten. come on.

Where do I begin


Started my belonging story, have 6 days to do that and find a related text and fix up essay and maybe something else. I can't be bothered, tbh. Probably won't end up finding a related and get a letter home. I don't really mind

Oh, it was like 16 words or something. or maybe it was 12. can't remember. but i think i deserve a break.


refound the soundtrack for Sky Tower in pokemon mystery dungeon which i posted here a while ago, and ranted about how good pokemon mystery dungeon was. you'd have to have played it to understand. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=viC7GKIxBnQ


had a ninja stars moment yesterday when we went out for yum cha with some visitors and it was breakfast for me and it was like 1pm and i hadn't eaten for like 16 hours but i still wasn't hungry and ate like 4 things and just drank tea really slowly while they talked about played with their child.

and yeah i was just thinking about how half the holidays had past and it's so close to going back to school for like 36 weeks... and i just didn't want to go back, and i reaffirmed how purposeless, well, not purposeless, but unfun the prospects of life seemed and sigh, etc, reached the conclusion that i usually reach, "no way out", thought of the ff song "no way back" for a while, one of my most favourite favourites.

then i came back home and everything was good again. there were some ferrero rochers on the table so i decided to eat one and ended up eating 5 and a few lychees. i used to not-like ferrero rochers and used to think they were the most overrated **** ever. but they're actually so good. wow. and then it was all kittens from there.
//would just like to say kebabs are actually the most overrated f**d ever

and then i reflected about how much my mental wellbeing relies on my intake of sugar, a realisation that had come to me last year when we had the expired-in-september jellybeans thing, and they tasted like bees but it was f**ding hilarious.

ah hahaha


then stayed up till 4:22 typing to someone who i have never met in real life, realised i wasn't going to wake up at the 10:37 morning alarm. just now realising that the 10:37 alarm hasn't worked for the whole holidays - i'm either waking up at 8 pm or 12 pm or sometimes 2pm.

sleeping patterns are overrated, anyway.


this morning was 12pm, not so bad. 7 hours of sleep (so tired from staying up late, but still couldnt sleep for like 30 mins until it was 5am).

this afternoon*. haha.


anyway, woke up, and do you remember how i used to have an allergy to chocolate - nosebleeds - and then i stopped at like high school. well, i had a bit of blood loss this morning. it wasn't much, it stopped before it even started. maybe the allergy is hazelnuts. yep. or lychees, actually. maybe lychees. or maybe it's staying up to 5 freakign am.



mmm

maybe time for breakfast, but not feeling that hungry



oh, do you remember how i thought the lonely white butterflies had left? they haven't. they're still around the neighbourhood. i guess they just took a week off, or something. still plenty around.


kittens




yeah, actually, i didnt' really have anything to say. nthing has happened in the week or so i haven't been here.