Roses

had a realisation about biphasic sleep. it's hard to wake up early because i just think meh i don't need the time anyway. so i slept 8 hours 3 nights in a row, and today i realised i should have a nap so then i won't need the 8 hours. tomorrow i should be able to get up. well, i have to be able to get up to be in time for things anyway.

end of the world in a few days and no one cares

oh wait when is hsc result wow thats tomorrow


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night before hsc results i had a troubling dream. biphasic nap i also had a troubling dream which was actually a movie, the whole time i know i was watching a movie. i don't know if i've ever dreamed in a dream, but this is close enough.

troubling because of violence in both and anarchy in the second

really weird


maybe subconscious fears the hsc. maybe it's other things which happened in the next day because i can sixth-sense into the future when bad things will be?

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"normally i can get over mistakes because i do my best to learn from them, but it always troubles me when i don't learn and repeat mistakes"

"the opportunity is lost, the chance is lost, the hope is lost. "too late" is too common"

i am feeling strange and listening to A Beautiful Mind soundtrack because, I don't know why

i'm not in the mood for my music


the internet is slow again which is saddening


this post exhausted its potential about 20 lines ago i think i should just stop.


everything is actually ok and i should eat healthierly



lol