146 - Aurora

my brother drank all of my tea so now all i have is hot water and i'm drinking saltanas from one of those small boxes.

pretty happy with exams. I think messing up term 4 last year was just a fluke/

On the way home today in the late afternoon I noticed that the trees are orange again. Well, they're starting to orange up at least. Maples. I think that's what has been missing this year. Glad to have it back.

It made me excited to ski. It was that same environment which I've described a couple of times in the past. That smoky smell (which is actually most likely from pollution and toxic nitrogen oxides from old heaters), the trees looking sharp and glowing, from the morning/sunset sun, maybe some of these visuals are from the coldness of the air. Dunno, that's probably physics. I think I should have done physics, although I heard it sucks. I think I should read up on physics and purposely not learn it at school.

Anyway it all felt like skiing and it's nice that things are looking orange again.

A couple of days ago I thought something like "!@#$ing cold", but I think I just needed a few days to get back into the cold appreciation. I used to like the cold and hate summer, probably just been spoiled by a colder summer. But yeah, I'm back in the zone. I'm not cold. Your face is cold!

Even brought out the DOE sleeping back from yr9 (still quit DOE, hope no one chases me up for that). Using it as a second blanket. That's one of the greatest things about winter. Staying in bed is so much more comfortable because it's terrible and cold outside (and even colder outside of the house). Another application of that notion I've talked about before, where good/bad is relative to what your normal is. Once the normal becomes cold, even though staying in bed is the same as ever before, it's relatively a lot !@#$ing better because it's cold outside.


wish razer sponsorship of SQL would hurry up, streaming would be a lot better if I had a headset w/ mic.

I've been unintentionally leading a better life by living in the present. Not been worrying about the future or dwelling in the past. Let me tell you something:

worry about the future and dwell in the past. This !@#$ is boring. Go shout at someone on the internet or something, anything but this.

Chem teacher was talking about how we only have 20 weeks left, 15 weeks in which we'll actually be working. That's not that long. I told you the countdown would make it go faster.

I realised I'll actually miss school a bit. Not because school doesn't suck, just because ... just cos. just cos.


Animals also talk. Just not english. Mum cat always talks to her kittens in a certain voice. I'm pretty sure cats don't have any universal language either. That was a stupid statement. There's probably thousands of cat dialects, because they aren't globalisation.


oh no the kittens can walk now and are leaving the bed