211 - Absentee

"Blue Sky Black ..."
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it's funny because it's from the album "third party"

wow there's no other video of it on youtube. such a shame, i haven't tried to share a song here for ages. i think.

http://www.last.fm/music/Blue+Sky+Black+Death/_/Absentee# ?



i think it's interesting how we can grow accustomed to things. I didn't like this album when i first stole it (i'll buy this or noir one day). so i disabled all but 3 songs, which have 95-151 plays. the rest of the album had like 3. then i randomly felt like undisabling, and i did, and by then i was used to it from those 3 songs and it's cool now. it's like training my ears or something. If you listen to someting long enough, whether you like it or not, you will like it.

that's the power of repetition.

I'd like to think that that's the power of perseverance as well. If you keep trying and hang in there long enough, you'll succeed.

I would like to think that. I really would.



my dad came home just then and said "kevin rudd resigned" and i was like "lol i don't care"



anyway i actually made this post to talk about i can't remember what day it was, but my last post i said i had a feeling tomorrow would be good but i didn't know why.


it was because nothing was wrong. no ulcers, no sickness, no oversleepiness, none of those physical things which seem to always be there. then tomorrow i promptly was bitten by a wasp/weird mosquito thing in maths several times which was very annoying, thankfully that settled down. AFTER A FEW HOURS.

but it pretty much reached its half life (the bite) the next morning and i can't feel it anymore.

so i was all good again but wait no i wasn't i had a nosebleed, and then i felt pretty tired. "first thought: damn it, now i'll be too weak to play in the clan war tonight".

don't worry i won 2-0.

and then another nosebleed today, i don't know what's causing it, i used to have heaps of nosebleeds and then i stopped, like almost none last year or the year before. i don't know what's wrong this year. maybe it's sleeping less because of waking up earlier. maybe it's having a breakfast that's 90% up and go.

maybe tomorrow won't have a nosebleed and i'll be able to say that it feels good without lying.



is it a bad thing if i feel like buying a bucket of nutella and eating it like icecream?



the tv is on (for once) and i can hear the news. people dying in car crashes.

with all due respect to the people involved and sympathies to their losses,
this "news" is getting olds. should they rename it to the 6:00 death/how-people-have-fucked-up-today report? or maybe make a separate show titled like that, and reserve the news for new stories.