wheels. Good times in year 10. if i have time today i'm going to figure out how to play pitch harmonics and wheels. (i'm not going to)
i've realised that
do you remember how i always thought "this year is better than last year", every year. how each year i looked back at the last and thought "that wasn't as good a year as this".
i've realised that there hasn't been that this year. it's been the other way around this year.
you might say i've passed the technical optimum, and things are only going to be uphill from here.
but, no. that's a terrible graph analogy. I prefer to think of it as y = tanx
i don't mind so much about the future anymore. whatever will be, will be, even if it doesn't have to be. i don't mind
when i grow up i'm going to be entirely capable of independance. I'm not going to have any pets. when i go to the shop to buy meat or something, I'm going to talk in english. Every week I'm going to dedicate a minimum of ten hours to play games. i'm not going to be bothered (in a good way) about the opinions of people who don't matter, which believe me, is a lot a lot of people.
When I think about it, you lot are going to live mostly fulfilled lives. Maybe that isn't entirely true. But that doesn't matter, good for you. Live your own lives, and let it take you wherever you're meant to be. Maybe it won't be where others want you to be, maybe it's going to take you along a path contrary to people you know, but that doesn't matter, you're living you're own life.
isn't that interesting. for the first time, this is showing up in the "you are following" feed as soon as it was posted, instead of a few hours later.
pets have consciences. caught cat napping on sofa. cat bolts out the door. i follow because i was going to go outside anyway. she hisses at me. goes back inside. realises there is no food. begs for food.
people aren't so different. you are only nice when you want something from the other person. if i'm not nice, go figure
2 comments:
Whether you're nice or not...
It only helps your chances or hurts them for gaining the said "thing."
But things are always two sided.
Even if you're not nice, there'll still be people who are nice, hoping that you will be. Or perhaps, they'll just laugh it off, and overlook it.
Through my 16 years on this earth I have learned that, for myself at least, self-determination sucks pineapples. Maybe we're different people, I can't say I agree with your views but I'm going to support them as best as I can (even if you don't want me supporting them... actually now I have no idea what I should do)
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