so blogger is currently unavailable etc. which made me think kk better write this post before i forget it in microsoft word. then i was like [curse] it, i don't have microsoft word. so this is notepad which doesn't have automatic line breaks.
School is glorious in the late afternoon. Pennant Hills is solitary in the lingering evening, with the approaching twilight. Eastwood is eerie in the early night. Home is the last song in Echoes, Silence, Patience, Grace.
I got to eastwood at about 5:43, and they weren't there as anticipated. Maybe if I left at 4pm after winning, I might have got there at around 5. It's sad just disappearing like that without a goodbye, when you are the one disappearing. It's not guilt. I don't owe them anything.
Maybe in a fortnight.
I get pretty paranoid. I don't know if it's real paranoia or just self interest/care/protectiveness. But I get pretty paranoid and don't trust anything, just get the [danger] out of there as soon as possible. I think it's nothing. I think it's good. This way I don't [shock] myself when some white thing - maybe it was a cocoon, or a white flower bulb, or a clove of garlic, or a rolled up tissue -
falls from the sky and hits me on the nose. Seriously what's with that?
Maybe I have slight mental illness. on several fronts. They say if it doesn't go away after two weeks it means you have [problems].
it's alright though. i can save myself from anything
today's friday the thirteenth. which doesn't mean it's the thirteenth friday of the year, but rather it's 13 may which happens to be friday. it's international bad luck day. I didn't even know until around 3:12pm.
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And oh I forgot, this morning when I was dropped off at epping there was a car there with the windows down playing Another Brick In The Wall Part II moderately loudly (mf). It was the solo, the beginning of the solo. And I was like "wow epic, Wish You Were Here...". nah just kidding i wasn't like that, but man it would have been cool if i thought "Wish You Were Here", but i didn't. Anyway the car drove off and i didn't get to hear the end of the solo
but that's alright.
It was a great way to start the day. It felt pretty good.
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okay, then it was 3:12pm again and i thought
You know what? [spite] the world! I don't owe the world anything So what if it's friday the thirteenth I don't need bad luck Today I made the world have bad luck.
Fight me alan
1v1 xel'naga caverns
can still feel theodore's character-change. (woo my comment is still thumbsed up with 0 context, also this was my related text. Movie Extra Tropfest 2010 Trailer.)
man haven't talked to him in ages. shame.
A thing about me is that even though I can be of pretty influence, other people change and shape me.
In year 7 and early 8 I think Osborn. man. brings me back.
and then all sorts of stuff happens in late 8-10, I think Mark, Jason, and a little bit Theodore (we weren't even friends, difference of groups).
I think I learned to laugh from him. Laugh as in like, those times where I can't stop laughing. For like 20 minutes. When something is just so [goshdarned] hilarious and i laugh until it hurts. Year 9 maths. Laughing for more than 40 minutes at Lok's name. and other things. I don't even know what was so funny.
And, Well, now, Year 11. I can't really say I've changed for the better at all this year. not much laughing
what's up?
Wish I cared more about these tests. Wish I would feel destroyed for not getting 92% / beating you etc. Because if you're worrying about test results
it means that everything else is going well for you. You worry about the worst of things.
and my lips are so [very] dry. need lip balm. got lip balm. lip balm is overpowered.
day9day9day9day9
day9 graduated
so
There are 3 cards face down on a table. 2 of them are aces, one is a jack. your goal is to find an ace. You can point at a card. if it is an ace, I will answer truthfully to your yes or no question. if it is a jack i will say something random yes or no, i won't even be paying attention to your question.
How do you find the ace?
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Paranoid Android? SC map.
Anyway, you can comfortably hold a conversation with me, which should say something, but I don't know what. Maybe that you're just as sane as me. So, then how sane are we?
"People change faster than Humans evolve."
I suppose it's a little silly, but it makes sense, sort of. Also, If you were to look back, you'd see that you've changed. I have, and I don't know if it's for the better.
I may have misread your question, but.
Point to a card, ask "Are all three cards aces?"
If you say no, there's an ace.
If you say yes, there's the jack.
The line of thought goes that you can only truthfully answer the question if it's an ace. So if I point to a jack, you have to lie. However, your question is rather weirdly worded. So, I have no idea. Seems unsolvable without the assertion that you have to lie if it's a jack.
How do you find the ace when there's two aces?
Also I'm worrying more about my mum getting angry at me than the actual test results, the test results are a lot easier to get over especially since I don't do accelerated economics. She was all like "look at jason ma he got 101/102 how come you're not as good"
Paranoid Android? Radiohead song. It's what Jack's singing when sometimes he goes "what's thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat?"
If you want you can get a little counselling, the school counselor's a pretty nice guy, although he thinks that it's probably because of academic stress because let's face it it's baulko. Check up your diet, keep eating well, eat fruit when you're bored, take fish oil if you want, and see Publius (or any comedian, for that matter). His show will cheer you up, surely.
I didn't worry about test results either. Instead I worried about peoples' wellbeing after they heard their test results. Is that normal?
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